How time flies when you're having fun... living life!
It's been a long time since my update and a lot of that I'm putting down to processing my grief since losing my father early last year. This second year has been soooo much harder on me emotionally than the first one and I think that's because every day it's becoming a little more real that I'll never see him again this side of eternity.
No phone calls. No more meet ups.
It makes you think... life is so short and goes by so fast that even if someone has been in life your whole life, losing them never really goes away; it's like a faint echo of who they were sings out through each of the days designed to remind you not to waste a single minute.
I'd be lying if I said I'm coping with it all as I'm currently signed off sick whilst I process this all. Or at least get to a level where I can move forward with enough traction that I won't slip backwards like I am at the moment.
But sometimes, you have to go backwards to go forwards again. Some things you learn never to let go of, but to move on from. It's all you can do. It's all I can do right now as I process losing pops each and every day.
Bear with me as I want nothing more than to resume normal service and restart every plan I had before this all started. It's just not possible yet...
Still, God is faithful and He'll complete what He started (Philippians 1:6) in the end.
God is still good and He still does good (Psalm 119:68), no matter how bad it looks today. If it's not good today, God's not done with it.
Peace!
===TLP===
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