IMPORTANT ANNOUNCEMENT: All Posts Ceasing From Today!

Hello everyone.

It is with great sadness that I bring to you the news that from today, all activity on this blog will be grinding to a halt.

I have recently decided to leave social media due to my predicament presenting me with a challenge I need to focus on becoming undivided with. The knock-on effect of that means that everything written about on here everything from my crush, to... well, everything else, has left a dent in me.

This is, naturally, leaving me feeling like I need a completely clean break from all of this bullspit and a fresh start again another time. Some other time. I will of course link to it from here in the future so keep an eye out on here for the new home of all my musings.

I thank you for your faithful support during these last five years and want you to know that I appreciate each and every one of you that I might have impacted but will never know it. Heart you.

Any content that has been started on here, such as my recently commissioned "Off the Scale" series, will continue in their new home, but not yet. Not yet. Never just yet.

I need to focus on God right now because I'm losing my grip on so much today.

It's okay.

God's got this.

He's got me and I'm counting on Him to bring me through this.

Peace out, for one last time, bro's!

The Pendulum Effect

Hey everyone!

I'm a bit of a pendulum at the moment going from wanting to shut down this blog, to not, and back again. I know that, either way, whatever I decide whilst I shut down my social media presence, God is with me, He is still on the throne and He will still bring me through this struggle.

All I know right now is that, after last night and seeing certain people again, I have to make some big changes to how I'm handling this because I'm not handling it well, not well at all!

---TLP---

5 Days Closer to the Truth

Hey everyone!

Just a quick update to let you know that, as of this moment, I am more likely to be shutting down my Facebook account than I am this very blog.

In all honesty, it seems like such a shame to throw away all of my writing from last five years' adventure that has been my life where I've crushed something fierce on the most amazing young lady I've ever laid eyes upon over the last year, to all the work that God has done through me around this.

I'm not saying that this blog isn't shutting down for definite, I'm just pondering my options at the moment.

Peace!

---TLP---

Closing in on a Breakthrough - From God to a Girl

Hey everyone!

Don't let the last post alarm you too much, there are still six days between now and my self-imposed deadline of potentially shutting down this blog so that's plenty of time for me to reconsider. The fact that I'm already addressing it so soon shows that, with a five year history behind me on this blog, I'm not taking lightly the decision to potentially call a halt to it.

Today, I want to take a quick look at something that has been taking up a lot of my time and nope, it's not my crush (ED - for once!)...

7 Days Until Strike Out

Hey everyone!

This is just a quick update re: the last post I made as I've set a deadline as of a week from today to decide whether this blog will be closing down for good as well as whether I will be leaving social media, also for good.

So far, I've had an overwhelming sense of relief now that the last fourteen days have timed something out that I've been struggling with for ages now and have been powerless to do anything about until now.

It's okay, everything is going to be okay and if I do decide to launch a different ship going forward to carry my blogging thoughts, then I'll be sure to post a link on here straight away.

Either way, God's got me, He's got this all under control and I would rather trust Him right now with this wholeheartedly just like it implies in Psalm 86:11: -

Teach me Your way, Yahweh,and I will live by Your truth.Give me an undivided mind to fear Your name.

That's all I need right now; an undivided mind. Not one that's being pulled towards a girl and my Saviour because I would drop the former way sooner than I would ever consider dropping my relationship with God!

This way I can be sure to be able to fully attest what God's will is, His good, pleasing and perfect will as found in Romans 12:2.

Peace!

---TLP---

Contemplating a Shutdown

Hello everyone!

From the title you will gather that this particular post is addressing something quite specific; the potential closure of this blog.

It's been four years and what a ride it has been, but I am starting to wonder if the purpose of this blog has become skewed to the point that it would be better rebooting, or starting again, under a new banner.

Don't worry, I've not decided on anything for definite yet that I'm closing it down, it's just a thought I'm having at the moment...

Please Hold... All Our Agents are Busy at the Moment!

Hello everyone!

So we are over five hundred posts into my blog and yet I've been on the verge, lately, of shutting it down? Well I'm glad I haven't made any rash decisions, including a potential one to let this whole crush scenario go! :-O

Things won't be changing any time soon, I can assure you of at least that much... at least until 11pm on Sunday.

This is only a quick post to ask that you bear with me whilst I work through my latest challenge as I've covered it often enough on here so I need to keep pulling away for a while and, as I've mentioned before, post a little less often and detailed.

Thank you!

---TLP---

Lifestyles of the Who and What Now?!

Hey everyone!

This is the first lifestyle update that I've posted since I hit a really rocky patch in my walk so I want to see if I can find some encouragement to give you as no matter how bad it gets for me, I still want to be lifting you up where you belong!

Ready? Okay, let's go...