Just a Quick Update...

Hello everyone!

Well, it's been just over a month since my last update and, whilst I haven't been able to do a fraction of what I would have liked to have done by this time of the year. I have had to adjust and adapt to differing expectations now that daddy is, sadly, no longer with me.

I miss him like crazy every day. Some days are easier than others, but what I'm finding the hardest is coping with the triggers that remind me of him...

Restart the Restart

I was hoping to restart my classical music series long before now, but life has a habit of getting in the way when you least expect it. But such is life.

I'm keeping my head above the waves thanks only to God and keeping my Bible close at hand to feed on the Word of God throughout my journey along grief's course. Setting out a determination to see this all the way through sucks, but I know that in however long this takes, I'll be able to look back at this period and say...

"Thank God I didn't bottle my feelings up and try to suppress my grief!"

I want it all to go away, but I know that as long as there is life in my body then it won't until it's run its course and served the purpose that God has for it.

Gaming has been a large part of my coping strategy, especially those games where you can't think and play at the same time. You know? The ones that require your full attention or else you'll get annihilated? Maybe you don't.

Either way, I'm trying to get back into the habit of blogging all over again as it feels like this has become a lost art for me. Like creative writing. That ship seems to have sailed a number of years ago after I finished my 1000 page dark fantasy epic that, in all honesty, will probably never see the light of day.

But that's for another time, another place.

Peace!

===TLP===