Pushing the Red Button...

Well...

This note comes in a sombre and somewhat melancholic time as I sit here considering my options having now as good as agreed to put 'The Idea' on hold for now...

"Good jeepers, what made you do that, bro'?"

I can hear the words resonating from here, because I've been bigging it up all day and all night long yet have nothing to show for it (in the sense that the dream is still in the 'idea-to-be-realised-stage'), haven't I?

The reason is simple, today I spent some time looking at the cashflow analysis I needed to do so that I can prove to the financier that they should give their money to me, and let me tell you straight; it did not look good!

Why It Did Not Look Good

Simples, because I looked at the way the whole expenditure was being taken into consideration and then when weighed it up against the necessary income, it was a task that was of mammoth proportions that maybe, just maybe David himself would have struggled to knock down!

It was as though my dream was the choccy easter egg I dropped on the floor and then my foot was the foot of justice (or common sense, lol!) coming crushing down upon it, smashing it and my confidence into smithereens.

An Over-Reaction? Hardly!

I do not know yet, but when the dust settles, hopefully I'll have the answer. For now at least I think I'll keep things as they are, simply because life is better not staring at a £5000+ debt before you even begin.

I don't see it as chickening out (well, not completely anyways) because I'm merely putting the whole thing on ice for a while until I have better capital with which to start the venture. Savvy? Savvy!

For now, at least, that is all. But later on today I'm at the Creative Academy where the course has almost run its course, so I'll have to put this behind me for now to focus on that which is ahead.

Peace out!

TLP