I Am Stu--tacus IV: The Stigma Eater

Well how am I supposed to recover from the last post and I've only got just over an hour in which to do it?! :-D

I've left no stone unturned now that I've revealed one of my most deepest parts of who I am today; that I have never known a girlfriend.

You can throw all the stigmas at me that you like and I will catch them, I will mock them and I will eat them because I am the Stigma Eater! :-P

I Am Stu-tacus III: Geared up Ready to Fight

"A man is never too weak or too wounded to fight, if the cause is greater than his own life." - Spartacus

Here we go!

Technically, this is of course a little over a day later than I had ever anticipated, but last night I was just too tired to even contemplate another of my little confessionals.

You know, the sort that leaves me reeling and no doubt some of you as well with my new found honesty!

I'm only doing this to show you that, as always, we Christians are not perfect by any stretch of the imagination, nor do the majority of us consider ourselves as such. What I will admit at this point is that this journey that I've been on has contained some of the toughest experiences that I have ever had to go through.

All because I have never known what it means to be loved by a significant other...

I Am Stu-tacus II: The Sequel

Hey!

I'm just watching Dr. Who... again... before bath-time so my next update will follow that up with a proper one from my laptop, as opposed to using my smartphone, like this.

Stay tuned because I fully intend on exposing what's really been going on during this time I've been away from my blog.

Prepare to be shocked and prepared be enlightened as I knock off some truths that I have been sitting on! :-D

Peace off!
TLP

I Am Stu-tacus, I Fight... And I WIN!!!

Hey everyone!

I'm just sat here having just started a Dr. Who marathon, starting with the Chris Eccleston 2005 series and working myself to the fourth season with Donna aka Catherine Tate!

Naturally not all in one frickin' night of course, I have to be up for placement tomorrow!

For anyone who's interested to know, I'm back to my old self (or #newnormal self!) so the next episode of my broadcast will be imminent. I assure you.

As for my teeny little crush? Well I'm more of a man now to handle it than I was when the fever broke a few weeks ago! :-P

Keep safe and remember... watch the skies, lol!

Peace off!
TLP

Can I Be Bothered Right Now?

Have you ever thought about that very question?

I have, all too often, all because I am in a situation that is enough to make a grown man cry... and cry I have, a lot over this!

I'm not ashamed to admit that.

That's how much the situation means to me.

I keep trying to post about it but this will be my sixth attempt at doing so because all preceding attempts have, after the fact, made me realise how powerful a position this is to be in. I can openly talk about it, but is it really right for me to do so on here?

All I can say, and I'm not ashamed of it, is that I like this young lady and that'll have to do for now.

I just want to take this opportunity to personally state that I am placing no pressure on the situation because we're hopefully going to be fast friends going forward.

I have been seeking God all the time lately so I've been getting glimpses into what's going on under the surface, in more detail than I ever thought possible.

I have grown up so much that I'm a bigger and better man than I ever was before I admit exactly how I'm feeling.

One thing I am learning during this time is that it is getting easier to break the touch barrier that, from someone who will openly admit that he was so for a long a$$ time, left me feeling emotionally stunted.

All because of how I chose to react to what's happened in the past...

My past.

Thanks in particular to Jess, Mark, Peter & the rest of my !Audacious Church family for being there for me!

As you can hopefully imagine, being so utterly distracted with my, um, situation like this has clearly pulled me away from the broadcast of mine so I'll be looking to set that straight as soon as possible.

Just give me a little more time, that's all I ask dudes! ;-)

Peace off!
TLP

Salva Mea: Mea Culpa

It's been just under a month since my last update and I wish I could say that I am sorry, I really do...

But I'm not!

Now before you go getting all annoyed and upset just know that, as I have repeatedly, repeatedly reiterated, I have been going through some deeply personal stuff, namely how I feel regarding a certain new friend I have made recently.