Can I Be Bothered Right Now?

Have you ever thought about that very question?

I have, all too often, all because I am in a situation that is enough to make a grown man cry... and cry I have, a lot over this!

I'm not ashamed to admit that.

That's how much the situation means to me.

I keep trying to post about it but this will be my sixth attempt at doing so because all preceding attempts have, after the fact, made me realise how powerful a position this is to be in. I can openly talk about it, but is it really right for me to do so on here?

All I can say, and I'm not ashamed of it, is that I like this young lady and that'll have to do for now.

I just want to take this opportunity to personally state that I am placing no pressure on the situation because we're hopefully going to be fast friends going forward.

I have been seeking God all the time lately so I've been getting glimpses into what's going on under the surface, in more detail than I ever thought possible.

I have grown up so much that I'm a bigger and better man than I ever was before I admit exactly how I'm feeling.

One thing I am learning during this time is that it is getting easier to break the touch barrier that, from someone who will openly admit that he was so for a long a$$ time, left me feeling emotionally stunted.

All because of how I chose to react to what's happened in the past...

My past.

Thanks in particular to Jess, Mark, Peter & the rest of my !Audacious Church family for being there for me!

As you can hopefully imagine, being so utterly distracted with my, um, situation like this has clearly pulled me away from the broadcast of mine so I'll be looking to set that straight as soon as possible.

Just give me a little more time, that's all I ask dudes! ;-)

Peace off!
TLP