But I'm not!
Now before you go getting all annoyed and upset just know that, as I have repeatedly, repeatedly reiterated, I have been going through some deeply personal stuff, namely how I feel regarding a certain new friend I have made recently.
Sorting Through the Motions
I have been battling with some really heavy personal issues that have been long dormant under the surface and my god has it been a time of feeling like a yo-yo!
One minute I can be up, on top of the world, as Jack said to Rose (sic!)!
The next?
Well, the next I can be down in the dumps feeling sorry for myself that things are taking much, much longer to resolve than I would ever have cared to like!
'To like' - my god, why did I have to say that?
To Like or NOT to Like
As if I haven't made it obvious already, I like this person that I have mentioned a few times, in fact I like her a lot so I find it only fair that I keep my feelings out of here lest she think that I am trying to use this blog as a gossiping tool to talk about her!
You can make of that whatever you want because I don't care, all that I know is that I am pursuing this to the very end to see where this road leads because she's swell! ;-)
My only aim right now is to get to know her a whole heap better because, as I said to her when I finally plucked up the courage to go and speak to her only a matter of weeks ago I am super keen to get to know her!
Final Thought
I could go on and sing her praises, but let's be fair for a moment; we are relative strangers to one another and whilst she doesn't run a mile in the other direction when I approach, I am not likely to do anything that will make her do so.
It's just not in my nature, even if I do have tunnel vision as far as she is concerned! ;-)
Right, that's enough of that or else I risk putting undue pressure on an already delicate situation when this is just a bit of fun, for now at least, to see where it goes!
Peace off!
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