An Unfortunate Series of Events - Another Knockback :(

Well, this entry comes on a somewhat sombre note!

I was supposed to bring you a review of the next F1 race in Great Britain, but too much has gone on this past couple of days for me to just get around to watching it, let alone consider reviewing it!

You bro's remember how I said that I was meeting up with an amazing sounding lady at weekend? Well it appears that things are destined to go no further than they have...



Now in part (maybe even whole, I'm not sure!) I consider this down to something I did that I never ever intended on doing and that was to re-enact the behaviour of a dumper truck and just simply pour out my life, my heart on my sleeve waaaay too soon! :(

I know that no one likes to have someone's problems dumped on them all of a piece, so to do this leaves me feeling somewhat foolish because it was not supposed to be my intent so soon (and on our first meet too!).

What a total FECK UP it made me feel! :(

Believe you me I have no real idea where that came from even though I know you're probably wondering "how could you let that happen though, bro' when it's your own gums flapping too?!". In truth it was never my intention to do so because I value relationships/friendships, or I'm supposed to, way more than that!

So to log onto my emails today (the intent being to do jobsearch) and find the message that she wants to take things no further somehow leaves me feeling disappointed. You know? Cos I always, always like to believe in better and brighter things for me!

But I'll get over it, as I always do, bro's because as the song goes 'I shall overcome'!

I will admit thought that I was that upset at first I knew I had to get out of my flat or else I'd snap. I ended up walking the 30+ minute journey to my parents' flat in Bardsley, where I just poured out my heart to my dad over what had happened.

At this point I have to say that, if you're reading this (you know who you are, chica!) then I hold you no ill will at all, chuck! :)

I hope the very best in life happens for you like you deserve and whoever you pick as your soulmate will be a very lucky bro', a very lucky bro' indeed! ;)

Yes, I'm doing what some see as the unthinkable and pouring my heart out to complete strangers (as in whoever reads this 'ere blog of mine!), but that don't matter to me now because my lot is all in with Christ now... I'm all out for Him and Him alone!

For now, that is all bro's...

Peace out!


S.R. Cook