Greetings,
For the last seven weeks, we have been looking quite in-depth at what it means when we talk about God being "more than enough" for our circumstances. Along the way, I've shared some very personal stuff all about a certain crush I'm battling with right now as well as some scripture where I've shown that even some of the most renowned Bible characters struggled with accepting the fact that God being present was more than enough for them.
I want to re-iterate, just like I did earlier this year, that it is not exactly wrong to admit that you are struggling to let God be more than enough for whatever it is that you are facing...
Let God Be God & You Just Be You
Shall I tell you one thing that I did? I found a worship song to connect to and started playing it frequently enough to let the message sink in that no matter what else happened to me, God is not only good, but He is also "better than life" to me: -
I cannot get enough of this song right now, so much so that I think I repeated it four times the last time I listened to it!
Why?
Because I want my spirit to be crying out that Jesus is good to me and that He alone is my focus right now, no matter how hard I crush on someone right now!
I have been crushing for months now, haven't I? :-(
Put it this way; I'm screwed if anybody reads this that knows both me and her because I've left all secrets about my feelings for her out here!
But, whatever...
That is not where my focus has to be and that is why I chose this song to connect to!
There's a line... "and in every circumstance You are good, so I will give you praise", which as I'm sure you can now see, is precisely why I found this song so helpful to connect with.
Because if I don't, I'm left staring at my crush and it makes... no, she makes me cry!
I'm not going into that anymore because God has shown me so much that as I've connected with this song, He is indeed good (ED - surprise, surprise!) and also I should be always striving to give Him praise no matter where I am or what situation that I am currently in.
So, as much as this feels like I'm embroiled in a complete mess because I won't admit my feelings to her yet, God still reigns, God is still on the throne and He will still reign supreme afterwards!
Final Thought
Coming up this week will be a poem I penned last Wednesday along with a short piece of creative fiction that I wrote yesterday, which when combined make for a little allegory on what I'm going through.
Their significance I won't reveal just yet, but I have to let these ideas out before they surround me even more and make me feel even more suffocated by my circumstances!
Watch the skies!
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