Hello everyone and a happy new year to you, one and all!
I'm just watching American Dad after a few brandies and thought I'd drop a quick entry on here.
Last night, I met up with the most amazing couple in my life right now who were super kind in inviting me over for tea.
I could talk about what we talked about, but I want to tackle an issue that I have chopped and changed over the last few months; my crush...
The "why" is simple; through this current season I have learned to rely on God so much, despite honestly battling with feeling like I want to hug and kiss a certain person every time I see her.
Before you go off thinking that my focus has shifted, you could not be more wrong!
I know that you have only got my word for it, but you gotta trust me when I say that I'm journalling my way through this because if I didn't, I would end up telling you who it is that I'm crushing on and she deserves way better than that!
She deserves me to tell her to her face.
She deserves me to tell her to her face.
That, in truth, is why I've pulled away from social media; I don't want to put her name in my status update, which is exactly what I became in danger of doing, and quite simply, that is UNACCEPTABLE!!!
I am crushing on her though.
Badly.
Badly enough to, frankly, want to see if I get the chance to kiss her!
I'm admitting it now so that, should it happen, the lucky, lucky girl who takes my first kiss will be worth the wait.
God is teaching me to trust Him to work out my love life how best that benefits me and I would rather that He did it in His time rather than mine!
Final Thought
It's at this time I just have to give my whole situation over to God to resolve in whatever way that He sees fit because it is His will that will be done!
Goodbye!
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