Seven Days of Praise - My Coping Mechanism

Wow!

How am I supposed to recover from this new level of vulnerability that I have shared in the past few posts?

All that I am trying to do is to show a renewed level of accountability in what I am going through as I bid to share with you the things that are going through my head as I face my every day challenges...

To Push the Crush

I go from two extremes every day that leaves me in racking sobs, or doesn't depending on which side of the crush I can be at any given point during my day: -

1. being able to handle it and wield it any which way I can; to
2. feeling so inadequate and so totally overwhelmed I cry and want to give up

I wouldn't have predicted that things would have gone this far, especially when I was told to give up on her.

#IwilldiebeforeIgiveup

Does that show you how I feel about her?

I will quite literally have to die not to see this through to the very end, especially because I know that God is up to something and I'm expecting it to be something amazing and so totally worth all the waiting around and getting emotional that I've done!

Let me just share another song: -

My goodness, Sam did it again, saying it better and so eloquently and I just want her to know that: -

If you are reading this, I'm coming for you, oh I'm a-coming, chuck, and I won't stop until I see how God brings the two of us together!

I cannot wait to see how all of this plays out and to see what sort of sights these eyes see going through my latest "7 Days of Praise" celebration.

Final Thought

I won't be unpacking each and every day with a post here because, unlike my recent postings, this is personal; between me & God!

But don't worry!

I'll be back throughout this next six days (ED - don't hold him to it!) to periodically share my thoughts on just why I'm not giving up, no matter how intimidated that I feel to face down my destiny and obtain it!

In God's time, naturally...

Watch the skies, bro's!