Hey everyone!
I know it's been a few days since I last wrote on here, but I needed some time to myself because I didn't really realise just how much the constant blogging and writing was taking out of me so I've been taking some time out to keep myself centred on God.
He's been amazing throughout this, surprise surprise and as a result I feel so much stronger than I ever did, even though I'm still feeling what I'm feeling for this young lady.
Nothing changes on that front, but my priorities do and it's all thanks to a song I have been basking in that reminds me that everything that happens to us, all of it, all revolves around God's throne...
It All Revolves Around Your Throne
That is my devotional thought since Friday because it helps me keep a proper perspective on my crush, on my unemployment, my writing, my social media usage, everything!
A reality that it all does revolve around God's throne shows us that, no matter what comes against us, He is still in control and He will still bring us through whatever difficulties we are facing today. This can be enough for many people to get through but not enough for some.
Surely that should not be the case!
The fact that everything that goes on never goes unanswered by God in Heaven shows that His ever-watchful eye upon His creation will not miss any trick that we try and pull to deceive or pull the wool over someone's eyes.
I am now at the stage where, yes I do want to start a relationship with this young lady, but not at the expense of two things: -
- My walk with God; or
- My focus on my destiny
I go from chasing God to chasing a girl and that is one of the biggest no-no's I have ever faced because nothing is more precious to me than God or my walk with Him right now. He's brought me too far for me to risk putting it all down to go and chase after someone.
No, this is not me saying that I'm giving up on my hope of being with her!
I'm simply putting a marker in the sand that I am waiting on God and His timing in this as I've come too far to throw it all away for some temporary satisfaction when my whole dependence should be on God & God alone: -
If it be His will that we are to be together then it will happen and not anyone, anything, or any force of darkness that can stand against us!
#ORALE
Final Thought
I have seen too much, been through too much to throw it all away now, so I'm going to reflect on the simple thought that God's got everything under control, so I need to stay focusing on the fact that it all does indeed revolve around His throne!
Shock, drop & awe!
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