Hey everyone!
I hope you've had as fantastic a week as I have!
God has been doing an absolutely stunning, transformational work in me and I can literally feel the change today!
It is as though the former me, my old self, is dead and buried, with the newly resurrected me alive, well, kicking A$$ & taking names...
Shock, Drop and Run!
I know you're all going to be wondering why and, where I can, I will tell you.
It all started in my bounce back that I said I wanted to trigger earlier in the week. Having grown the confidence to give a certain person a high five last week, I started to see my situation in a whole new light; I realised that the ability to talk to her was within me all along and therefore, I should just maintain my distance until such a time where I felt prompted to approach her again.
The reality though is that my revelation goes a lot deeper than that; it goes to a level where God has been decimating & levelling the ground where my old identity was based upon and giving me a new one built in His Name & on His love.
Well, when I say a "new" one, I mean the real identity that He always knew that He had placed within me and yet I didn't!
Going along to creative last night, I am now in one of the four bands which is awesome especially as the band itself contains some my most influential people who can, hopefully, transition from just acquaintances to friends. I'm not naming names because that doesn't belong on here, but just know that there were a couple of people I was really banking on serving with because I just knew that they would bring out the best in me that is already there!
I have also been taking in some quality ministry and started writing a book all about where your identity is rooted and comparing it with where it should be rooted, so you could argue that things are definitely looking up!
I'm not saying anymore about the book for now because it just gave birth to itself so powerfully this week that I can only feel that God is going to say something to a lot of people about their identity and, hopefully, right it for just as many of them that are out of whack.
All because I high-five'd a certain young lady!
I'm not saying that was the event that changed my life, but what God helped me to realise through it did!
Final Thought
The reality is that, as much as I would dearly love a chance to get to know her better, I'm not going to push her, or rush her. I've waited over a year to come to the point where I will be saying "I like you", so I think my patience can take effect for a little while longer, don't you?
She's got a gig tonight, thanks to my Facebook account telling me that a few friends were interested in "going to an event" near me. Now if that had come a little sooner than the night before, I would have been proper interested in going.
That is how different I feel I have become!
You see, my L.G.L's (ED - that's Life Group Leaders FYI), or my friends, or anyone else could tell me that I need to tell her and they could tell me that I need to tell her right away... well, not if God doesn't agree, HA!!!
#BOOM
Do you want to know if He does?
You'll have to wait and see! :-P
Shock, drop & awe!
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