Heehee!
It seems that two parts aren't even enough for what I want to talk about, which is naturally how I am dealing with my crush.
I like this, I never thought that I would get to a stage where I could be comfortable talking about it on here, let alone to other people but rest assured that, for now, the people that need to know actually do know what I am going through.
I'm still rocked by the revelation I made and how obvious it must have been to her that I liked her, so it's no wonder she backed me off by saying what she did!
I would have said it too...
God is leading me through this minefield of emotions and though I have admitted just how much it has been affecting and (if I can be bold for a second, how crazy she's made me) I know that, whatever the end result of all of this will be, it will be for my good and for the good of those around me!
Punching Above My Weight
I once asked God that whoever I ended up being with, it would be cool if it was such a surprise to everyone that they wouldn't see it coming. You see, I see true value wherever I go, no matter the person I meet and, yes, though some do get under my skin at times, I'm under no illusions that I too must get under people's skin at times.
I think that's why I love the idea of this song being the song that I'll be singing over whoever I end up with: -
"What did I get right to deserve somebody like you?" - now that is a question I've hoped to ask the woman I end up with; what did I get right?
God knew it all along and, apparently, He has been good enough to share with me some of the things that are coming my way. I'm not sharing them on here, so you're tough out of luck on that front, because some things are between me and God! :-P
What I'm trying to get across today is that, whoever you end up with, or whether you're lucky enough to have found them already, DON'T LET THEM GET AWAY!!!
Now, for a bit of fun, here's another song that I think's quite quirky and would be funny to say to whoever I end up with: -
"Could it be, I like you, because you're not right in the head, and nor am I..." - would you be moved by that? I don't know, lol!
Whoever she is, she would have to have a sense of humour to let me say that to her!
It's All In My Head
But that's digressing for the fact that I'm not working on my own timetable here and though I would love for whoever I end up with to be here tonight in my arms, she's not. That's okay, I'm not bothered by that because this is a time for us both to be preparing for the day when we finally decide to get together as a couple!
So... let's just stop for a minute and consider that the two things I spend most of my time talking about on here: -
- My relationship with God; and
- Having a crush on someone
It's obvious then, isn't it, where my thoughts lie; when they're not on God they are on behaving the way a Christian young man should in the dating scene.
I have only one responsibility when it comes to dating; to behave in the way that would honour Christ as my Lord and set me as a good example worthy of boyfriend material and, eventually, dare I say it, baby-daddy material! :-D
I've already made it clear that I'm not interested whether people think I'm doing the right thing by talking about it on here because it's my blog that I'm holding myself accountable for and I want people to know what it's like to be in my shoes.
Final Thought
As I wrap this trilogy up then, I look off into the future knowing that great things are coming my way and it's only a matter of time before our worlds collide.
What I want you to do, if you take nothing away other than how obsessed I am by acting in the right and honourable way when it comes to dating, is to have a look at your own life and see if there's one area where you can make somebody else say "I wasn't expecting that".
Maybe you want to catch them offguard with a nice, romantic gesture... or maybe just go out for a pint, some food or a great film.
Whatever you do, just make sure they know you are doing it for them not you!
Right, it's bath time for me, so adiós for now...
Requiescat in pace!
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