Caution: The following post deals with some heavy stuff regarding my crush so it may be tough for some of you to read as I'm leaving no stone unturned.
Fair warning have ye been given, so proceed with great care! - TLP
Hi everyone!
I'm currently writing this as I try and blink away tears because holding onto this crush of mine is getting harder and harder every day.
I have to try and keep my perspective exactly where it should be; on Jesus!
It is not easy, I can tell you that much, as can anyone else who's ever had or has a crush on someone they know...
Honest to a Fault
My crush in particular is made that much more difficult for me because I don't know a great deal about this person, but I want to, oh my goodness how I want to!
Why do I want to?
Can I put it to you like this... that I have never seen someone's aura before their actual persona?
Does that make sense?
I saw the most amazing of sights the first time I saw this person; a display of such brilliance that I knew this was not just your classic "boy sees girl, boy likes girl" scenario.
Oh no!
I saw the most amazing sight; a young woman surrounded by brilliant, pure, white light, the kind of which I have never seen before.
I don't know what to make of it.
Well, alright, I do!
Making Sense As I Go
This has never ever happened to me before as I've been victim to the "boy sees girl" scenario before and it's not pleasant because your emotions can often get the better of you.
It is at this point I come to the latest theme of my broadcast "More Than Enough" and I want to ask you one question, one simple and lowly question: -
Is God more than enough for my situation?
I've asked you, the reader, that question for a reason; because I already know the answer and want to get you thinking.
Want to know my answer?
Are you sure?
It is my blog you're reading, don't you know?
Ready? Then let's go!
Answer: -
Of course God is more than enough for my situation!
Shall I tell you why I have arrived at that question?
No temptation has overtaken you except what is common to mankind. And God is faithful; He will not let you be tempted beyond what you can bear. But when you are tempted, He will also provide a way out so that you can endure it. 1 Cor 10:13
So if no temptation, or test, as the footnote says in the version that I've just read, has overtaken me except what is common to mankind then what does that say about my situation?
It says that I'm not the only one to have ever had a crush on someone!
Well, duh!
I knew that already!
It also says that God will not allow me... isn't that wonderful? God is going to the trouble, the privilege in fact, of saying that I am not allowed to be tested beyond what I can bear...
No wonder the Bible says that boundaries have fallen for me in pleasant places, as found in Psalm 16:6!
Final Thought
I'm going to have to revisit this tomorrow, in it's own right, because this is only half finished. I will admit that I am highly likely to finish writing it tonight, but it is only half-told so I'll give it a post early tomorrow.
Watch the skies!
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