Today, for my life update, I am going to bring you all up to speed on how things have been progressing in this last month since my previous post.
Believing For Even Greater Things
I shared with you, last time, how I was upset that a certain person had pushed his opinion into my head and I had allowed it.
I'm over that now, I'm onto pressing into my God-given destiny knowing one day, I'll have my beautiful bride by my side and that's all there is to it.
What a state of finality to be in, right now!
I met up with a friend today and managed to unload a whole heap that had been going through my head since this wonderful crush entered my life. For now, just know that not a thing has changed as far as how I feel about her, but that's all I'll say for now.
I realised last night just how much I am prepared to fight for what I believe is coming for me; namely a bride amongst a whole heap of other things!
My church plays a key, key part in all of this, so what could I do but continue to go.
I admit that I've been attending sporadically at best of late, simply because I do not want to seem like I am following my crush around because she needs time and space to get beyond my first approach, just like I did.
I like that 'get beyond my first approach', because it implies that I am not done yet... oh no, no, no, in fact you could say I might... just... become relentless! ;-)
What happens next, I... well I know what's coming, just put it that way, bro's!
It's inevitable, you could say!
I am just having to repeatedly give the fire I feel for my crush over and over to God because I know He doesn't want me to burn uncontrollably like I have been doing. I will say that I am doing a damn sight better of holding my flame so I will be damned if I am ever going to let it go.
God told be back in 2009 that He's got someone I'm going to marry one day and I am looking forward to that day, whenever it is due to arrive!
It has shown me just how much I can love if I will only give myself permission to... well, I did last night!
I lost an hour in the process as it hit me just how much I am willing to push on towards my prize that God is calling me toward.
Final Thought
For now, I shall just rest easy knowing that God has got everything under control. He has the pen of my love story and my life story and is busy writing an intricate tale that, when revealed, will be truly amazing.
Having explained to my friend tonight the detail with which my love story is being written I told him I am not willing to make it the central part of why I get up in a morning, but it certainly is an enticing prospect at that!
Watch the skies!
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