Further Down the Rabbit Hole

Hello everyone!

Do you ever have one of those days where you just know it's gonna suck?

Don't worry, this is not a negative post, it's just an observation I got when I go up this morning.

First I awoke at 7:49am & thought "damn, that's way too early to be awake". Secondly, I got a call about a job that might've been worth a crack had it not been in friggin' Leeds (ED - for disclaimer reasons he's not having a dig at Leeds, just that he's no way to get there at the minute so that job's a complete bust to him.)! >:-(

Then, when I was getting dressed to go meet up with my mum in town, I found myself looking for my pants...

If THAT Isn't Clickbait, I Don't Know What is!

I thought that'd get you reading, bro's!

I'm not kidding you, I was full on looking for them! :-D

I reasoned that there was surely only a certain number of square feet within my flat so they had to be somewhere.

It turned out they were still hung on top of my kitchen radiator when I was drying them yesterday. Apparently I couldn't see them because where my kitchen door opens it directly blocks the view of the radiator if it's not wide enough open!

If that doesn't make you laugh then what's wrong with you?! :-D

Anyways, enough of my comical shenanigans...

I've just finished at the jobcentre so have been doing some jobsearch at the library, whilst trying to fight off a slump I can feel tugging at the edges of my consciousness. Tonight is Life Group, but to be honest, I don't think that I will go.

I'm not sharing why as that's between me, my journal & God right now because apparently I might just have become too liberal about my walk on here. I find myself every now and then fighting my conscience as though I should somehow not be so open on here. All I am honestly trying to show people that us Christians have issues too and that I'm not willing to let them define me easily because only God defines me: -

For me, living is Christ and dying is gain. Phil 1:21 (HCSB)

This past week has been an absolutely amazing journey for me as, ever since Ps. Sophia's blunt & forceful message blasted me apart spiritually, what God has done through that since then has been immense.

I've already shared some of my journey since then, so I won't be going over old ground. I'll just say that since the creation of my "prison" there have been three uprisings forcing me to unleash the special riot squad on the inmates!

You see, the moment we let our thoughts control our lives we will only end up living out what we are thinking about.

Again, I've already unpacked that when I looked at combating the depressive.

Final Thought

I can't really think of much more, or should I say I can't coherently think of much more right now so I'm going to end this right here.

Tomorrow, I've got a catch up with my Life Group leaders, which is awesome, amazing & something that I have been sorely lacking in my life for a long a$$ time; people who are interested enough in helping me stay the course to stick around in the long run!

Peace!