Holding the Line (Shock, Drop & Awe)

Hey!

Man, this is some sucky weather we're having in the UK right now, especially as Storm Doris has definitely arrived!

I said I wasn't going to go to Life Group last time, didn't I? Well I'm glad I changed my mind!

Again, the reasons will not be on here, but let's just say it helped remind me why I'm doing what I'm doing, why I'm staying connected on social media...

Impacted More Than You Know

Apparently I have been, thus far, true to my word at being that light on social media as I got some quite specific feedback, which has touched me more than I let on at the time because it has proven to me that what I set my mind to, unsurprisingly, I managed to fulfil.

Or should I say Christ through me fulfilled...

You see, it was never my intention to go on there and post all the drama about my crush, that's for here. It was never my intention to go on there and post drama full stop. If I've got issues, I'll work through them either in private, on here, or in the company of a very select few who know my struggle.

I don't believe in washing dirty laundry in public, never have & never will do because some things are not meant to be shared.

I'm well aware that I will likely have to answer for all the words I have written on here about my crush & that is something that I have been preparing for for quite some time now.

I'm okay with that.

I have to be because I took the advice of my friend and started writing about it & whilst it was, at first, like pulling a barbed thorn out of my flesh when I started. Thankfully, it has gradually gotten easier to the point where, hopefully, you all can see just what I'm becoming.

Yes, to avoid confusion, it is a given that I will do something about it!

When, where & how I am now leaving up to God to align because I cannot hold all of this that I have been holding and not tell her.

That is just cruel. To me. To her.

The young lady deserves to know what a profound, profound effect that she has had on me ever since I first plucked up the courage to ask her out.

Anyways, that is for a time that is yet to come as I'm waiting on the call from God to do it because, apparently, I like her that much that it would be a crying shame not to do something about it.

I shared one or two songs that have kind of been me trying to express the sort of impact that she has had upon me, so if nothing else then I hope she takes these as a compliment because that's all that they are meant as.

Final Thought

I could go on, waxing lyrical, about my situation, but I have spoken wrote about it and I'm just now waiting for the suitable time that God would have me take to use in telling her just how crazy she makes me, if I can be blunt & bold.

Shock, drop & awe!